HELOOOOO 2013

assalammualaikum................
first skali sory blog, sbb aku da lame xupdate pape. mesti kau kesunyian kan sbb xdgr cite dri aku. LOL ! >.<
setahun da weh last update 2011. skang 2013. fuyooooo. buat ape aku menghilang lame2.menghilang ade sebab. sebab nk carik balik diri aku yg sebenar...
       
BOOOOOOOOOO! AYAT NOVEL WOIIIII ! BALING SELIPAR!!

kau taw ape. kau xtaw pape la weh.aku skang da lepas diploma. bakal jadi SRN. cehhh! kau ingat best ke? xbest la. jd stn lagi bagus kau tau.erghhhh.
     
WEH2 KORANG XYAH BACA LA BLOG2 AKU YG LEPAS TU. TU SUME DALAM KENANGAN JE SUME TU. HAA TGK AKU TULIS WARNA MERAH N CAPSLOCK SBB NK BG PERINGATAN KAT KAU. HAH!

sebab ape dalam kenangan?? sebab xde jodoh la kot. boleh jawab cmtu??? eleh bajet aku nak nagis ke?aku da penat la nangis weh.da nk setahun da. sekarang aku da bangkit! hahahahaha

     so skang, 2013, kehidupan yang baru sebagai seorang wanita. waklu ! kehidupan sebagai seorang staff nurse. bukan student nurse lagi okey. xde nye da nak lari2 ngular lps ni. xde nk malas2 da. hah lagi satu xde contact hours taw adik2. :D

ape azam tahun baru?
  
azam tahun baru ni, cam biasa la. nak beli umah, beli keta, beli ape2 je la yg boleh di beli, aku malas la nak pikir.azam tahun lepas pon aku da lupa ape dia ni kan nk tmbah azam baru. pirahhhhhh!

da ade pengganti?

ek eleh soalan ape der ni. mcm biase la jawapan retis. i busy ni nnti la i jawab k.. LOL ! >.<

u know what, the hardest things in the world is to move on. seriusly mmg susah la nk move on tp bila da move on nti kite sedar la knp kite perlu move. past is past. org ckp yg da lepas tu jd kan pengajaran. kejar yg ade kt depan plak.

ape ade kt depan tu??? agak2 ade x aaron aziz ke farizal marlias ke xpon beto kushairy ke. >.<

dialysis.......

fuhhh blog da brhabuk, bersawang! berulat. ber ape tah lagi. lame btol la x update. yela busy la sejak kt tawakal ni. bkn bz ape pon. bz tdow je. penat kot balik keja tros tdow. siyes mmg pnat la kt sni. mebi sbb busy kot tp xde la busy mne pon. xtaw la..

3mggu kt cni aq da keje HD, Dialysis pasni klinik dkter lak. keje kt dialysis tu best gler. mcm2 org aq jmpe. mcm2 pakcik makcik nenek. hehe.

dorg bek giler la. sume bg cooperate.tp aq ni sedey keje kt ctu.yela patient yg pg dialysis tu sume ptient yg da end stage kn. dorg idop hnye brgntung ngn mesin dialysis tu je. klu dorg x pg dialysis .... em paham2 je la kn.

dorg kena pg dialysis selang sehari. skali dialysis rm250. abes klu sbulan bape. cecah 3ooo gak la. pehh. xsmpai aty tgk.so dorg mmg abes kn mase dorg ngn dialysis je. da la mse nk cucuk tube dialysis tu agak sakit la. jarum plak mmg xde yg kecik la kn. tgk reaksi ptient2 yg kne ccuk tu,,pehhh. trase sakit nye weh.

tp nk wat cmne. klu xde dialysis cmne dorg nk troskn idop kn.

mse tu ad la sorg patient ni.pakcik. aq nga wat observation.so aq borak2 la ngn dia. aq tnye la dia dtg naik ape. dia ckp naik bas. aq tnye lg abes balik sape amik. dia ckp balik pon naik bas. dia ckp mmg stiap kali dtg naik bas. aq tye la pakcik larat ke. yela dia kn sakit. dia ckp larat je. pastu dia snyum. entah la bila tgk dia snyum tu rase ksian sgt. emm cian nye. kuat btol smgt pakcik tu nk wat dialysis.brsusah payah dia dtg pagi2 pkol 6sengah pkol 7 semate2 utk dialysis, utk tros kn idop.

sape yg keje kt dialysis tu tlg la jgn mara2 pakcik2 makcik2 yg kt sne. dorg sakit kn. ksian dorg. mmg taw la kite penat keje tp penat lg dorg yg idop brgantong ngn mesin rm250 sekali buat tu. :(

holiday!!!!

yeah!!! sedang bercuty selama smggu. alahhh. seminggu je pon.seminggu ni rase mcm seary je kot..asal la xbg cuty sebulan ke. baru la honey moon skit. untung la kot kolej nk bg cuty sebulan. kedekut!

ahad ni da kne pg tawakkal. ai mls nye nk posting. mls nk keje. penat...leguh kaki. tah cmne la keadaan ospital tawakkal ni nty. aduiii...xready lg.

'why other people always jeles with other happines' ???
sape ley tlg jawab..huhu..
mebi dia xdapat ape yg org lain dapat kot.
ridiculous!
apesal la nk jeles2..jadi diri sendiri da la..xbrsyukur ke??
perlu ke nk jadi org lain. nk prhatian lebey? hihi. very funny..hahaha.apabila manusia cube berubah mnjadi org lain :)

ni sume prangai budak xcukup kasih sayang ni.
haha..u are looser!thats all..
:)

hati ko berulat ko taw! hahaha. 
relex suda la. ko menggelabah. aku xluak pape pon. semakin ary semakin heppy ade la :) 
lalalalaa~ sekian.....

untuk budak ini. saya rnduw awak :( wekkk :P terima kasih sebab selalu mberi semgat time ad ramai yg dengki :)

Low Shoulder - Through The Trees

all alone in a empty room

nothing left but the memory's

of whennn

i had my best friend

and i don't know how we ended up here

i don't know but it's never been so clear

we made a mistake dear

and i see the broken glass infront of me

i see your shadow hanging over me

and your face i can see

through the tree's

i will find you

i will heal

the ruins left inside you

cause im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

until im set free

go quiet through the tree's

and i remember how we used to talk

about the places we will go when we were off

and all that we were gonna find

and i remember watching our seeds grow

and how you cried when you saw the first leaf show

the love was pouring for your eyes

so can you see

the branches hanging over me

can you see

the love you left inside of me

and my face

can you see

through the tree's

i will find you

i will heal

the ruins left inside you

cause im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

until im set free

go quiet through the tree's

cause your not coming back

and your not coming back

noooooooooooooooooooooo

noooooooooooooooooooooo

nooo your not coming back

your not coming back

and take my breath

as your own

and take my eye's to guide you home

cause im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

and im still here

cause im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

and im still here

cuz im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

and im still here

and your not coming back

im still here breathing now

and your not coming back

im still here breathing now

cause your not coming back

im still here breathing now

until im set free

go quiet through the tree's

SKANG TINGGAL 3MGGU JE LG KAT KOLEJ. PASTU POSTING!

AHHHH...

takot doh. case stdy tu. case stdy taun lepas pon trkial2 nk bwt. ni kan case stdy utk sem4 ni. lg la ssah. hahaa.

byk keje lg xsiap ni. dgn madam nak 5 case stdy la. 1 bnde xbwt.

ishhh.

ape aq bwt sblom ni. da skang bru nk trhegeh2 pk kan. padan muko ko.

hahaha.

'RELAX LA AINA. AD LG 3 MGGU KN.MASE PNJG LG 2.RELAX SUDA. ENJOY DLU.'

enjoy???hahaha. drpd enjoy 2 bek aq dok uma men game masak2 ke, game dinner dash ke, game saloon,game chuzzle ke. alololo. lg best..hhehe

kami :)

hary2 kami!

time kasih tembok sbb tgkap kn gmba kami.haha

                       syahrul jgn pnjat tggi2! nnty jatoh. ehehehhe

xde ape nk tulis pon. heheheheh :P

next posting...

next posting >> tawakal specialist!!!

huhuhuuhh...

aq xterpikir pon nk posting kt cni..

yeela aritu bwt 3pilihan.

first choice da tntu2 la SMC!

plihan kedua tawakal ni la..

ingt kn dpt smc tp tgk2 dpt tawakal.

pehh sumpah la mmg xtrpikir..tp xpela yg pnting area KL gak..

alhamdullilah la xdpt tmpt yg xde dlm plihan..

huhu.. :D

bulan dpn da kena pg posting..

aishhh case stdy!! 

tah ape la aq nk mgarut case stdy kali ni..

adoi2.. 

tp xpe aq akn bwt sedaya upaya.

wah2.. hahahah..

aq nk pilih case ortho...

entah la mcm interesting plak case fracture2 ni..

drpd case neuro ke gu ke endocrine ke..

susah!!

case yg menarik bg aq skang 'fracture femur'

hehehehe..

insyaallah mtk2 dgn usaha sndri dpt la wat case stdy dgn aman. haha..

aminnnn..................