dialysis.......

fuhhh blog da brhabuk, bersawang! berulat. ber ape tah lagi. lame btol la x update. yela busy la sejak kt tawakal ni. bkn bz ape pon. bz tdow je. penat kot balik keja tros tdow. siyes mmg pnat la kt sni. mebi sbb busy kot tp xde la busy mne pon. xtaw la..

3mggu kt cni aq da keje HD, Dialysis pasni klinik dkter lak. keje kt dialysis tu best gler. mcm2 org aq jmpe. mcm2 pakcik makcik nenek. hehe.

dorg bek giler la. sume bg cooperate.tp aq ni sedey keje kt ctu.yela patient yg pg dialysis tu sume ptient yg da end stage kn. dorg idop hnye brgntung ngn mesin dialysis tu je. klu dorg x pg dialysis .... em paham2 je la kn.

dorg kena pg dialysis selang sehari. skali dialysis rm250. abes klu sbulan bape. cecah 3ooo gak la. pehh. xsmpai aty tgk.so dorg mmg abes kn mase dorg ngn dialysis je. da la mse nk cucuk tube dialysis tu agak sakit la. jarum plak mmg xde yg kecik la kn. tgk reaksi ptient2 yg kne ccuk tu,,pehhh. trase sakit nye weh.

tp nk wat cmne. klu xde dialysis cmne dorg nk troskn idop kn.

mse tu ad la sorg patient ni.pakcik. aq nga wat observation.so aq borak2 la ngn dia. aq tnye la dia dtg naik ape. dia ckp naik bas. aq tnye lg abes balik sape amik. dia ckp balik pon naik bas. dia ckp mmg stiap kali dtg naik bas. aq tye la pakcik larat ke. yela dia kn sakit. dia ckp larat je. pastu dia snyum. entah la bila tgk dia snyum tu rase ksian sgt. emm cian nye. kuat btol smgt pakcik tu nk wat dialysis.brsusah payah dia dtg pagi2 pkol 6sengah pkol 7 semate2 utk dialysis, utk tros kn idop.

sape yg keje kt dialysis tu tlg la jgn mara2 pakcik2 makcik2 yg kt sne. dorg sakit kn. ksian dorg. mmg taw la kite penat keje tp penat lg dorg yg idop brgantong ngn mesin rm250 sekali buat tu. :(

holiday!!!!

yeah!!! sedang bercuty selama smggu. alahhh. seminggu je pon.seminggu ni rase mcm seary je kot..asal la xbg cuty sebulan ke. baru la honey moon skit. untung la kot kolej nk bg cuty sebulan. kedekut!

ahad ni da kne pg tawakkal. ai mls nye nk posting. mls nk keje. penat...leguh kaki. tah cmne la keadaan ospital tawakkal ni nty. aduiii...xready lg.

'why other people always jeles with other happines' ???
sape ley tlg jawab..huhu..
mebi dia xdapat ape yg org lain dapat kot.
ridiculous!
apesal la nk jeles2..jadi diri sendiri da la..xbrsyukur ke??
perlu ke nk jadi org lain. nk prhatian lebey? hihi. very funny..hahaha.apabila manusia cube berubah mnjadi org lain :)

ni sume prangai budak xcukup kasih sayang ni.
haha..u are looser!thats all..
:)

hati ko berulat ko taw! hahaha. 
relex suda la. ko menggelabah. aku xluak pape pon. semakin ary semakin heppy ade la :) 
lalalalaa~ sekian.....

untuk budak ini. saya rnduw awak :( wekkk :P terima kasih sebab selalu mberi semgat time ad ramai yg dengki :)

Low Shoulder - Through The Trees

all alone in a empty room

nothing left but the memory's

of whennn

i had my best friend

and i don't know how we ended up here

i don't know but it's never been so clear

we made a mistake dear

and i see the broken glass infront of me

i see your shadow hanging over me

and your face i can see

through the tree's

i will find you

i will heal

the ruins left inside you

cause im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

until im set free

go quiet through the tree's

and i remember how we used to talk

about the places we will go when we were off

and all that we were gonna find

and i remember watching our seeds grow

and how you cried when you saw the first leaf show

the love was pouring for your eyes

so can you see

the branches hanging over me

can you see

the love you left inside of me

and my face

can you see

through the tree's

i will find you

i will heal

the ruins left inside you

cause im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

until im set free

go quiet through the tree's

cause your not coming back

and your not coming back

noooooooooooooooooooooo

noooooooooooooooooooooo

nooo your not coming back

your not coming back

and take my breath

as your own

and take my eye's to guide you home

cause im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

and im still here

cause im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

and im still here

cuz im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

im still here breathing now

and im still here

and your not coming back

im still here breathing now

and your not coming back

im still here breathing now

cause your not coming back

im still here breathing now

until im set free

go quiet through the tree's

SKANG TINGGAL 3MGGU JE LG KAT KOLEJ. PASTU POSTING!

AHHHH...

takot doh. case stdy tu. case stdy taun lepas pon trkial2 nk bwt. ni kan case stdy utk sem4 ni. lg la ssah. hahaa.

byk keje lg xsiap ni. dgn madam nak 5 case stdy la. 1 bnde xbwt.

ishhh.

ape aq bwt sblom ni. da skang bru nk trhegeh2 pk kan. padan muko ko.

hahaha.

'RELAX LA AINA. AD LG 3 MGGU KN.MASE PNJG LG 2.RELAX SUDA. ENJOY DLU.'

enjoy???hahaha. drpd enjoy 2 bek aq dok uma men game masak2 ke, game dinner dash ke, game saloon,game chuzzle ke. alololo. lg best..hhehe

kami :)

hary2 kami!

time kasih tembok sbb tgkap kn gmba kami.haha

                       syahrul jgn pnjat tggi2! nnty jatoh. ehehehhe

xde ape nk tulis pon. heheheheh :P

next posting...

next posting >> tawakal specialist!!!

huhuhuuhh...

aq xterpikir pon nk posting kt cni..

yeela aritu bwt 3pilihan.

first choice da tntu2 la SMC!

plihan kedua tawakal ni la..

ingt kn dpt smc tp tgk2 dpt tawakal.

pehh sumpah la mmg xtrpikir..tp xpela yg pnting area KL gak..

alhamdullilah la xdpt tmpt yg xde dlm plihan..

huhu.. :D

bulan dpn da kena pg posting..

aishhh case stdy!! 

tah ape la aq nk mgarut case stdy kali ni..

adoi2.. 

tp xpe aq akn bwt sedaya upaya.

wah2.. hahahah..

aq nk pilih case ortho...

entah la mcm interesting plak case fracture2 ni..

drpd case neuro ke gu ke endocrine ke..

susah!!

case yg menarik bg aq skang 'fracture femur'

hehehehe..

insyaallah mtk2 dgn usaha sndri dpt la wat case stdy dgn aman. haha..

aminnnn..................

untungla...

PENAH X BRKORBAN UTK OWG TRSYG???

SBB APE KORG BRKORBAN EK??

YEELA MSTY LA SEBAB SAYANG KN???..

PENAH X ADE OWG YG TRSYG BRKORBAN UTK KORG PLAK???

MESTY PENAH KN?

UNTUNG LA...

DA 2 XRETY LG KE NK HRGAI OWG YG KORG SYG LPS APE YG DIA BWT UTK KORG???

XCKUP KE???

knape aq mbebel pasal ni ek?

entah la aq pon xtaw..

hahahahahahahaha...

saje je kot ckp2..da lme xupdate blog kn..

:) 

raye da abes..

raye taun ni xbape best la.entahla..

mmg xbest kot.haha

yelaa da sume raye umah mentua msing2 kn..

aq je xpg lg uma mentua.

hahahahaha.

tema aq taun ni pink.

pink la cgt kn. hihih

haha..

baju ni besar la.da beli size S pon besar lg..

mak ckp 'tu la sape suh kecik sgt!'

nak wat cmne mak, da mkn byk pon ttap kecik n slim. hehe :P :P

rambut baru!

xterpikir pon nk wat curl ni. 

mule2 nk wat rebond je. tp ble da cmpy kdai 2 tah teringin plak rmbut curl,,

last wat curl 2 taun lps.berani maty je wat curl ni. hahaha

arini da ary jumaat.esok sbtu. pastu ahad. kne balik kolej ksygan ku yg trsyg tercinta.

hahahampeh!

kedekut la sgt bg cuty smggu.

xpuas mkn rendg ketupat.

wat taik gg pon xlepas taw.

kedekut shial!!!

aq benci syg kolej..

hehehe :P

ai da bulan 9 yee?? asal ase cpt semacam je ni..ase mcm bru smlm masuk kolej.

yelaa rndu nk pkai bju kurung g koley yee x. hahaha :D 

syahrul adzhar !

dlu dia pnas bran. skang dia da okey ckit :) sy syg dia

tp sy degil. dia ckp sy degil :( sy slalu wat dia mrh.emm entah..

dia ckp sy xmatang.  hihihihi. mne ade xmatang. cume kurang je. hehe..

tp xd niat pon nk gado2 nk tduh2 nk wat dia mrh. :(

sory ler..

kn xbest gado2. dlu dia gak ckp 'kite kn hepy'

yeela kite hepy. slalu hepy. tp npe msty ad gado2??

sbb sy degil :(

xde niat pon nk wat dia mrh ke ilang sbar ke. tp entah la :'(

pnah dia mgamuk abes2 1 mlm tu. tu first time tgk dia mcm 2.

degil cgt ke sy ni :(

mne ad degil !!

xptot la ckp bkn2 kt dia. dia kn da byk wt mcm2 utk sy :(

mebi btol gak ckp dia :sy slalu ikot prasaan. kras kpale..

sy xnk wt dia mrh lg. xnk wat dia mgamuk lg.. 

emm..cory cory cory cory....

leb u syahrul adzhar :(  

sem4 !!

tahniah la aina! skang da msuk sem4. haha. sem yg pling adventure. CASE STUDY doh!!

da la sem ni subjek sume ssah giler.

smlm exam CNS pon jwb ala kdar je.

hmm entah la.

sbnar nye aq xready lg nk case stdy ni, sem2 pnye case stdy taun lps pn msih tbyang2 lg kt kpale ni.

sem ni xtaw la dpt case ape.

mcm nk amik orthopedic. klu amik orthopedic, NAK AMIK ENCIK SYAHRUL ADZHAR SY JD PATIENT LA. hehehe.

da 2 sem ni rase2 nk posting kt smc la.kt tawakal ke. 

yg pnting area kl s.alam.tp reda je la dpt mne pon..hihihihi.

pejam celik da 2 mggu pose. lg 2 mggu nk raye.

haaa....xsabo nye ni.hahah....

cepat2 mase brlalu..

pejam celik pejam celik da nk pose da. lg smgu je lg nk pose. and tggal lg staun nk abes stdy. siyes la mmg cpt giler mse brlalu. 

ss3 ni mcm honeymoon je bg aq doh. pg keje balik mkn tdow.

2 je la rutin tiap ary. haha.

cntact hour mmg xla kn. da la procedure ssh nk crik

klu ad pon kmfom2 da kne rembat awal2 kt makhluk2 yg pntng kn dri. wat de fuck  la.!

tggal lg 2 mgu je nk abes kn posting ss3. pas2 naik kolej da sem4. alamak! case stdy plak ai.

asal cpt sgt mse ni ek. xsgup la nk case stdy oi!!

(dulu nk sgt mse cpt,skang da trase ,mse cpt taw plak xnk kn)

7months!!!

7months!! cepat giler mase brlalu.

pejam celik pejam celik da 7 bulan kite knal.da mcm2 da kite lalu.

hehe.

gelak, senyum, sedih, nanges, sume cukup la.da byk da kngan2 yg kite smpan.

U ARE THE BEST DEAR!!!

I'M HEPY TO BE YOURS!!!!!!

yes! u give wat i want.

thanks b! thank u very much!u do the best.

i remember the day we spend time together..i remember each word u say to me..

ya,u give me everything. everything i want.and the most word i want to say is ;

i love u so much syahrul adzhar!!!!!!

i dont like to feel like dis :(

sumpah la stiap kali nk g posting msty rase mcm ni. entah la xtaw nk ckp rase ape. tp rase yg xbest la. rase berat je aty.

smlm tgk bdk2 ni pg posting, rase sedih je. sunyi doh. 

sumpah sedey. asal eh korg pg jaoh2 ngn aq :(

wey korang, kali ni aq pecah rekod xnanges pg posting :D tp korang taw ke dlm aty aq mcm mne??? :(

sbulan kte same2 rse mcm smggu je bg aq. xtrase lgsg la. aq da start rnduw kt korg.

rndu nk grau2 , rndu nk gelak2.

wey cpt la balik :(

siyesly i miss u so much syahrul adzhar!!!

mmg tiap ary jmpe. bkepit. sbb kn 2 la ssh nk jaoh2(wlupon sbnar nye xd la joh mne) haha

1month wif u is too short for me..your laugh your joke, your smile, your temper. its make me dont want leave u even 1 second.

i know u undrstand how am i right?????thanks u very much b coz spend so many time for me.you do wat i want thats why i love u so much and u already know it.

: bye NILAI IMPIAN (YG DA SIMPAN 1001 KNGAN KAT KITE SUME)

my bufday is end of my special sem3 :)

30.06.2011

dis is my birthday yg ke 16. so sweet. bru 16 rupe nye. mude lg la weh (perasan je padahal da 20)  hahahahah...

mlm 2, aq dok ngadap letop ats ktil.padahal nk exam esok nye ni. ape pon xbole! hah mmg xstdy ape la kn. leka2 dok ngadap letop 2, bdk2 uma ni pggil turun. mule2 mls je aq nk trun. tp lps 2 aq pon trun la.

kluar je dri pintu blik : pehh!!! siot la. brbedak 2 bdan aq! jaat giler korang!!!!!! hahahahahaha. tepong xdpt, bedak pon jd la kn. mmg masok mlot la kn. eeii nakal korang!! :

APE2 PON THANKS KWN2 SBB KENA KN AQ. TERBAIKK LA. SG KORANG TAW. ;) HEHEHE

HAA NI LA MUKE BDK2 NAKAL 2. YG BLAKANG SKALI YG GANJIL 2 PON SME JE. OWG CITE KT DIA, DIA BOLE GELAK KN. HAHAHA. SAYAGNG KORANG LA ;)

THANKS B SBB SPEND TIME SME2 MLM TU. WLUPON KDAI KEK TTUP, TP B DA TEMAN SMPAI LEBAM PON KIRE CKUP. bgkak mate masing than ngntok kn.hehehehe. 

anis cacat. hahahah..

abes cun la ni???? hehehe :P

kami lepak di jmbatan smbil tgu encik sorang ni abes bgayot. hahaha..

'hb..hb..hb..' haha ni dari pg, siang ke mlm xbenty dok sebut je hb2 je. cacat btol. klakar je. hahahaha.i love u la !! nk gak encik adzhar sy ni tman mlm 2 wlupon umah tgh knduri. kn b kn?? heheheeeee..

and for the last,selamat tinggal special sem3 and coming soon for sem4.tp sblom 2 jgn lupa plak aina yg ko 2 kne g posting dlu.hehe;)

KAJANG UTK KALI YG KEDUA!!!!!!

encikADZHAR!!!

COMOT !!!nie encik adzhar sy pnye comot!!ee geram2. keje dia nk gget owg je. kdg2 smpai calar2 taw dia gget. xpe2 pasni jmpe dia, gget prot boncit dia tu. HAHAHA.last jmpe dia 3 mggu lps. msty dia da bsar kn skang?? bile la cik adzhar nk bwk jmpe dia lg ek..

tdow je la kje dia. sme mcm tuan dia. hahahaha :P
                      


~td osce. mmg cuak gile la kn. da la mlm tu xstdy ape pon. dok main2 grau2 ngn dorang ni.smpai kn nk wat DBE pon kne prone position eh fiza??? ke nk inhale trough 'anose' hahahahahaha :D pnat perot gelak. naseb baik la real osce bulih bwt btol2. mgeletar tgan. mdam je yg taw mcm mne tgan mgeletar. hahaha.

~takot doh. mne bulih xtkot. tipu la klu owg tu ckp dia xtkot osce kn. haha. ape2 pon sume bjln lncar. alhamdulilah xd resit.naseb baik la kn. tahniah kwn2 sbb kowg da bwt yg terbaik :)
~this week last kte same2. ps ni i will mish u all:( omg!!  

 i will mish dis time :(

emm. kte jmpe lg bulan 8 ni k :(

ari ahad kami di nilai impian...!!

bgun je tdow td tros g kt tgkap. tgk kdai mkn bukak ke x. mule2 ingt kn xbukak sbb sunyi je kt bwh. so mcm byase la cpt g ngadu kt encik bucuk sy.haha. pastu tnye ida, ida ckp bukak. hah. selamat bukak. klu x msty encik bucuk kne anta kn mkanan. hhihi. xdaya la aq nk mkn megi tiap2 ary kn.

mcm byase la menu kgemaran. ikan keli!! terbaik la. haha.

ni plak menu adda. hahaha. lapa bdk ni. cpt gile nasik dia abes. cian yee adda. smlm mkn sekali je kn. mlm pose. haha
tgh sdp2 mkn, tibe2 plak ad sekor kcing ni bole pnjat kt aq. mmg mnjerit la 1 kdai mkn tu kn. teanjat boboi!!

haa ni la dia kcing tu. ee geram nye. nk je gget2 dia smpai lebam. hahaha. naseb baik la kcing. kalo x, da sepak je dia :P

rnduw giler kt encik bucuk ni. mggu ni last kt cni. mggu dpn da nk g posting kn bucuk :( mmuuahhhh muahhh!!

mari kite tayap same2 (nurul fatihah)

first time berblogging. ni sume adda punye pasal. dia yg kenal kn blog ni. aq ikot je :) nurul ngn hajar plak tukang tgk dan bg pndapat. fiza tkang gelak je. padahal dlm aty nk gak buat kn??btol x fiza. ngaku je la .hahahaha.tp xpe demi kwn kn. hahaha.
aq suke gelak suke aty aq la adda. (marah plak aq gelak)
aq suke kucen sbb tu aq letak gmba kucen . comel tak ? macam adda . hahaha(sumpah x.nk jage aty je. nty dia xnk ajar aq fb. hahaha. fb pon bole. mksud sy blog ni)

comel x??? :P